I wanted to write today about my past. I've been kinda self-conscious about writing too much about my childhood. Especially now that I know others are reading. When I started this blog, it was like a window into a dark room that exists in my mind. I tell myself, it wasn't abuse, or even that serious. Some people are beaten, starved and worse as kids.

What happens when we only have 17 hours to play.

TMI Tuesday questions about birthdays, characteristics, sexy Scorpio, Year of the Dragon, and am I in my birthday suit?

My new friend...He's so intrigued by how much of a slut I am. He feeds off my exploits and spurs me to new levels of perversion.

review of the Screaming O Studio Collection Compact with Bullet

I'm going to do cam work first, and branch out into escorting. There are a lot of men who get off on big women. A lot. It's almost scary how many. I was with a younger man 2 weeks ago that screwed me into the ground because he was turned on by my age, color and shape.

Ugly sex? We've all done it. Slept with someone we found less than attractive, but who turned our heads in some way.

Without any warning, warmup, or foreplay, I stripped off my jeans, pinned him, and sat on his face. Generally, it takes some time, abuse, and teasing to get me wet and wanting and feeling confident enough to mount his face. But that night was different. (fast forward through a couple of hours and a lot of licking...)

Lazy no-expectations lovemaking. Awesomesauce.

Ever have sex with someone you can't stand? They can't stand you and you can't stand them? You may even claim to find each other unattractive, but you have really good sex together? I had an experience like that when I was 18-19.